Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent revelrie
You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn

the sunday times...16th nov '03

Rev Kong Hee defends his wife pastor Ho Yeow Sun...

"... when asian-american Lucy Liu wore even more revealing clothes in the movie Charlie's Angels, it hardly raised any eyebrows among Singaporeans..."

"...we can't please everyone and people do vote with their feet. So, if there is a difference in our world view and the way we do things in City Harvest, they would leave..."

It amazes me. How would Jesus respond? He'll prolly walk along the streets and teach the people following Him wad He thinks. Then the 'Pharisees' will find out wad He did and find a way to trap Him. Or perhaps He'll wait for the right timing to reveal all secrets...

Wad's right and wad's wrong? Does the world determine the bible's standards? When the world walks around in tubes, do we follow? Do people determine the bible's standards by their own understanding? A principle dat can't be derived from our Father's words, does it have any right to be have any weightage in our Father's house?

Perhaps the reporter din report the way Rev Kong Hee intended him to. Perhaps... perhaps... hmmm...

pls take time to read tis...

Many arguments are fallacious. And many people live by them. Be it Christians, pre-believers, Bhuddists, wadeva. (the huge chunks that i've written above aren't arguments. they're principles. it's either right or wrong. no grey areas.) anw. one example of fallacious arguments...

The time lapse from when jesus died till when the manuscripts of new testament are recovered is relatively very short, compared to that of other historical peoples. so Jesus is real.

pls ignore the fact that the last part of the argument wasn't developed properly. haha. anw, it's basically trying to substantiate the bible's reliability wif the short time lapse. why is it fallacious? it's a circular argument. defn: a fallacy whereby the conclusion is assumed to be true at the premise. meaning... for your argument to prove that A is true to develop, A is assumed to be true. tis can be confusing.

For the arguement above to be valid, Jesus is assumed to be real. thus Jesus' death exists. and so, there is a valid time lapse from when Jesus died till when the manuscripts are recovered. and since the time lapse is v short, blah blah blah...

Hmmm. Understand? Can be confusing lah. if dun understand, can come ask me, or just ignore totally wad i've said. haha. aiya, feel free to ask me lah. And btw, me saying that this argument is fallacious does not, in any way, shows that i dun believe in Jesus' death or resurrection. That would be a fallacy of argumentum ad hominem, circumstantial. just cuz i disproved tis argument, thus i dun believe in Jesus... haha. i love fallacies. tho most of the time i can't develop my rebuttals well. ha. just as above. hmmm... tis' entry is really lengthy. hope you peeps understand. perhaps every day i'll prove how one argument is fallacious. and try kep it short. but rest assured, i'll prove dat jesus lived and died, and resurrected.

joe-han, joe-han... tis' is how you add links to your blog.
-go to blogger: edit your blog.
-click on template... which is beside 'settings', which is beside 'posts'... yea?
-see the big chunck of crap.
-scroll down till ya reach 'Blog description'...
-beneath [$BlogDescription$] , you'll see...
[a href="........."] edit me
-juz fill in the url unto the ........., and replace 'edit me' with wadeva title you want the url to have...

Wan to noe wad i'm eating today?
-jellyfish
-ru(3) chicken
-lobster... ooh...
-and rice lah...

yupps. dat's moi dinner today. all my fav stuff... haha... but it's not everyday dat i eat lobster lor... so dun wah..... so loudly.

ha. recently many peeps say moi blog v pink. but it's nice wat... at least to mi. haha.
saw kia wee today. heeren. wif his......... hmmm. they were.......... ya. din say 'hi'. kinda shocked act. hmmm... i'm still shocked act. hmmm... hmmm... oh wells.
and i saw lotsa peeps at heeren today lor... sum ex-schmate... sum current schmate... and MICHE!!! and her frens... saw them at heeren... ha... anwz, happy bdae miche...

hmmm... i'm still eating. it's really v nice. recently i've been writing kinda long entries... act whu will bother, or haf so much time to go read 'em?? and i'm lyk crapping all da way lor... hmm. shall stop here fer today.

i long...
fer a crystal clear pathway dat would lead peeps to moi soul. moi thots. moi mind. moiself.

i lurve the eyes of children. such innocence, such purity, such vulnerability. Sumhow, as ppl grow up, their eyes grow to be ones dat are defensive of the outside world, ones dat show no mercy to those who invade 'em, ones dat dare not love, dare onli to hate and despise.

These may be sweeping statements dat are not necessarily true fer everyone. but do take time. look arnd u. people. kids. their eyes. there's a distinct difference bet. grown up's eyes and dat of the lil ones. i just love the way kids look at things wif such curiosity, such purity.

i had those eyes b4. i knew it. cuz everyone are born wif dose eyes. but tink mine lasted fer a shorter time. i was eager to grow up. it wasn't a choice fer mi. i matured faster. a part of mi longed fer childlikeness. it neva expressed itself.

now i'm old enuff... to realise dat i shld be younger. not of maturity and thinking, but of the heart. being young at heart. nothing abt playing bball at the age of 72. nothing abt learning to knit when you're already a housewife. all abt being willing to be vulneable to ppl. all abt daring to love wad the society may hate. all abt learning to laugh at your own mistakes. all abt appraoching things without biasness. all abt being lyk a child.

i long...
fer a crystal clear pathway dat would lead peeps to moi soul. moi thots. moi mind. moiself.

i long...
to be able to haf eyes... dose of a child.

Oh man. Oh man. Oh man. This is it... This is prolly the best movie i've eva seen in moi entire life... it's not an overstatement.... But it also goes to show dat i have lousy taste fer movies... Atticus, you've done it... ahh... it's so 'french'... and thus, it's so... romantic...

After watchin 'amelie', there's juz tis' huge smile on moi face... tis' moive showed that miracles DO happen... no matter how slim the chances are... and dat life is beautiful...

Oh man... i think i gotta watch arts central more.....

Was lookin back moi life. Many peeps sucked back into da dark materialistic world. It's a bondage acting on 'em wif such strength... and they'd prolly juz let dat strength work at it's own free will... neva wantin to break dat bond... till one day, if it'd eva happen, till dat day when they see their maker face to face... ... it's a day too late.

Will i be lyk dat? Pls.. by God's grace, let not such stupidity run in moi veins...

Why would peeps wanna drink?
1. it acts as a depressant... they'll feel lyk they dun haf problems... but wat can drinks be but a momentary dream where ultimately, u've still gotta wake up wif a horrible headache and face da world...

2. Peer pressure. sounds stupid but freakingly real in tis' stupid world where peeps look fer security in havin great frens.

3. it seems cool. juz fer da title. 'i drink.. you?' again. sounds stupid but FREAKINGLY REAL in tis' STUPID world where peeps find security in having great image. being cool.
(you'll get **** cool (cold) when ya finally decides not to drink)

4. pure curiosity. where most peeps use tis' as a shield. if ya fall in da prev. catergories, ferget it... stop defending, b real!

Do i sound too fierce?? Do i sound too strict? Yet again, wat's da truth?? Wad's da fact dat haf to be spoken... to prevent stupidity frm continuing to run in da veins....

Guess dat's enuff fer now... oh man... ARGH! will tis' eva get in ya brain?

dilemma... dilemma...

sigh. fer dogs noe why. (i'm using dogs cuz i dun wanna abuse god's name) act, i noe why. but it's*censored on tis' blog. bah.......

had singer's meeting... learnt lotsa stuff... both inspiration and stuff fer spiritual growth... willowcreek church has great support singers...whoa... hope of god will haf such singers too!! Amen???

Came back frm rc... was playing RISK juz now wif Daniel... muahaha.... i tink it's reallie fun man... noe why?? muahaha... cuz i kept on throwing 6... reallie farnie man... den he kept kanaing all da ones, threes kind lor... i tink risk ish reallie v fun lor... muahaha... find one day we must haf the ultimate risk challenge... it's bet. mi, siew luanz, jeremiah, and daniel... haha... at that time, we shall see... who's truly the conqueror!!! Muahaha...

Oh ya, juz remembered, tis is v farnie lor... everytime daniel going to lose liao den he'll start singing the 'if my people will humble themselves...' song... haha... it's so corny... he's face will lyk be v sorrowful and will look up and cry out... haha...

I wanna watch movie!!!!!

Oh ya!! praise God man... noe we fell short of $150 bucks fer our RC fund??? God bless man... we haf to raise it within THREE days lor... den today NEA collected an love offering fer RC... and guess WAD?? They raised $120+ !!! Whoa!!! Power man... haha... so now can pay rc rental liao... but noe wad? it also shows sth... haha... yunno...

Yunno ish a vocab used courtesy of Ken yee... i use can?? :P yunno... yunno...